reblog if you suffer from depression/self-harm/ED. i want to follow you.
(Source: thenutsmuggler)
You have no idea what it’s like to think about cutting all the time, to hear the word ‘cut’ used in a totally normal conversation and get triggered, to look at something as simple as safety scissors and wonder if there is some way to hurt yourself with it, handheld pencil sharpeners, razors for shaving, anything sharp; you’re always searching for it. Cutting takes over all your thoughts and you can’t escape it, then you constantly have to wear long sleeves and long pants, and it’s so horrible…but you still fall in love with it, each time.
Via If I Die Youngmy mum came to my room last night and took my arm and tried to put this scar cream on it, and i screamed at her, and i said don’t put that on me, stop it go away, and she said do you want those horrible scars? and i said yes, and she said fine. and walked out my room
she probably thinks im mental but i love my scars so much
I’m the exact same way…
(Source: selfmutilate)






